Problems or challenges!

It is Friday night and Nils (5) and I are having an evening on our own. The girls are off to the movies with Jochem. Nils and I have watched cartoons, eaten more candy then needed (yes, I am a firm believer that sometimes you really need candy), had ice cream and now we lay completely stuffed on the sofa.

It has been a chaotic week at work and yesterday I had my first attack of the small town virus. I suddenly felt stuck in an environment of close mindedness and conservatism. When I started here everyone focused on the importance of getting new blood in – someone with a different view on things and with lots of new ideas. However, people often say that but are not fully aware of what that means.

To me it means changes and to try new ways and methods to ensure quality improvement and development. You also have to have some gut. Don’t complain about something if you are not prepared to change it and to try something new! We are not working with problems but with challenges and if you see it as a challenge, a solution might not be far away! However, you have to have an attitude of willingness and be open to new ideas but in public service organisations you sometimes find people who have settled for the “problem attitude”. Something is not working ideal and still it remains the same. No one feels that they are responsible for solving it and the urge for change is long gone after decades on the same job.

AAAuuuggg! Well, after leaving a group of tired civil servants of the “old school” I wondered if I have landed at the right spot. Is working for a municipality really my thing? Does someone as outspoken as me fit in this setting and how can I continue being creative when there is so little creative input from others? Well, I guess it had to come. Jochem warned me before our move here that small town life has it pros and cons. Luckily I work at the right department at the municipality in a dynamic group and in that perspective I am lucky. And maybe one day I will inspire someone to try something totally out of the box! After all this is not a serious problem but a challenge I will take on!

Now Nils and I will finish the Richard Scary film and head for bed. Tomorrow a group of five year olds invade us as we celebrate Nils 5th birthday! Talk about a challenge!!!